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Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Slaves Corner: A story of Ball Stretching



The First time I met, Goddess Deanna she told me that I had inadequate balls and that they needed to be stretched. I guess I am like a lot of guys out there where my balls don’t hang very low and hang tightly under that cock. So, Goddess Deanna has been working with me to stretch my balls. There is something erotic about the feeling of having my balls stretched. It’s intense and it adds to the control factor as, Goddess Deanna continues to train me. I keep my cock and balls shaven which allows the skin to stretch even more and when I am at work I wear rubber ball stretchers to keep the process going. When I am at home I wear the rubber ball stretchers as I sleep and at work some times I put two rubber ball stretchers on, one on top of each other. I can feel the skin start to burn just a bit during the day as the skin is stretching. I have been doing this for a couple months now and already I have noticed a difference with my balls and the skin seems to be looser.

During session time with, Goddess Deanna she has been continuing to break me down and build me back up as I learn how to serve her and better myself as a slave. Since, Goddess Deanna has been working on stretching my balls lately she has decided it would be good to start weight training with my balls. So far we have been using ball and chains, master locks as well as single weights. I believe at the moment I have used all the weights Goddess has at the moment all hung from balls at the same time. As she hangs the weights one at a time from my balls, I have to say it feels amazing. I can feel the skin around my balls starting to stretch as Goddess adds on more weight. I would like to get to the point where my balls can hold even more weight and make my balls hang even further down. Just remember all you subs out there to breathe, concentrate and build a trust with your mistress. It does feel pretty darn good having weights hung from my balls.

I love the feeling and power of a dominate woman. The feeling of, Goddess Deanna reaching down and grabbing me by the balls as she starts to squeeze as she looks me in the eye and asks, ”now slave, who do these balls belong to?” is mind blowing. When Goddess doesn’t feel she has gotten my full attention, she reaches up and starts twisting my nipples, steps back and starts kicking me in the balls. I feel her control and it starts to get my precum flowing. The harder she kicks the more intense it gets and the more she is in control.

As a slave in training, I have thought about what it would be like to give, Goddess Deanna complete control right down to my release. I recently bought a metal chastity device and am waiting for my next session to be under and key. But in the mean time just the thought of my cock being in a metal cage with out being able to touch it gets me excited. At work I have thought about it often and one day I was thinking about what it would be like to have my cock put in a metal chastity device and my precum started to flow. It ran right out of my peephole, right down my inner thigh and stopped just above my knee. I could feel the wetness in my pants as my cock was rock hard. Just knowing that my release would be up to, Goddess Deanna and that I would be giving her complete control was intense. Giving, Goddess Deanna total control is a rush, intense and orgasmic.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Valentines Voyeurs

So many folks were in awe of how I chose to spend my Valentines Day. I awoke to my lovely wife, Lexi. Truly a Goddess like myself. Her beautiful corn silk hair resting upon a pillow that had been fluffed just so the night before by our rubber baby puppy2. Looking down I could see him too, snuggled up with his rubber bone at the foot of our bed, baby ballgag hanging from his drool stained chin. Such a happy family we are. A few hours together, and then off once more to our busy lives in 3 different cities.

~ "Princess, wouldn't it be divine if we found a slave who could tend to our dream house, with a black picket fence and a dungeon in the basement;" Princess asks as she raises her head sleepily, swats puppy away from her feet and snatches his little blanket from him. "Bad puppy!" in the same breath. "you will get NO attention from your mommies today!" Once again, puppy has eaten our shoes in his sleep. Such is the life of our cuckolded rubber baby puppy. Nothing but constant abuse, from not just one, but two cruel owners.

Get back in your place right now! I am taking away your rubber puppy suit, and you are going to the mall to replace my Louboutins immediately! The heels had better be red, and you had better be back before I'm thru with my breakfast or the shade of my heels will pale in comparison to the RED I will turn your disobedient ass with my hairbrush! - I shout something along these lines as puppy scurries into his boy clothes and hurries to the door, hanging his head in shame as he covers his supercilious tail with his hands which are now both clasped tightly behind him as he had been trained. "WHAT are you waiting for?!!!" - his eyes bulge in fear, and I hear the door close behind him before I could blink.

"Well, princess," I say to Lexi, "thats twice now, how ever are we going to train this dreaded puppy not to ruin our things? He didnt even learn after the brainwashing light therapy sessions we enforced upon him yesterday." She nods and takes out her iPad, quickly drafting an ad to replace the inadequate slave. "Lesbian Power Couple Seeks Rubber-Baby-Puppy" - Don't worry, Princess, he is disposable. I'm sure we can find a new one in no time. - she smirks as she hits send, launching the ad worldwide. ~

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

What does the BDSM Emblem mean?







The BDSM emblem has no "obvious" symbolism because it was created to beenigmatic. To the vanilla observer who would be put off by BDSM, it is merelyan attractive piece of jewelry. Thus, we can wear it freely as a friendlysalute, nod, and wink to other BDSMers we should happen to pass on the sidewalksand in the hallways of our daily lives.

To the insider, however, the Emblem is full of meaning.

The three divisions represent the various threesomes of BDSM. First of all,the three divisions of BDSM itself: B&D, D&S, and S&M. Secondly,the three-way creed of BDSM behavior: Safe, Sane, and Consensual. Thirdly,the three divisions of our community: Tops, Bottoms, and Switches.

It is this third symbolism that gives meaning to the holes in each unit.Since BDSM is at the very least a play style and at its greatest a love style,the holes represent the incompleteness of any individual within the BDSMcontext. However "together" and "whole" individuals may be, there remainsa void within them that can only be filled by a complimentary other. BDSMcannot be done alone.

The resemblance to a three-way variation on the Yin-Yang symbol is notaccidental. As the curved outline of Yin and Yang represent the hazy borderbetween where one ends and the other begins, so do the curved borders hererepresent the indistinct divisions between B&D, D&S, and S&M.


The metal and metallic color of the medallion represents the chains or ironsof BDSM servitude/ownership. The three inner fields are black, representinga celebration of the controlled dark side of BDSM sexuality. The curved lines themselves can be seen as a stylized depiction of a lashas it swings, or even an arm in motion to deliver an erotic spanking. Theall-embracing circle, of course, represents the overlying unity of it alland the oneness of a community that protects its own.